Dear Anneli, today it's impossible to not think of you and your family. There is no rational explanation for what has happened to you, there will never be. You and your family are now in the heart of many people and you'll stay there forever. I know this is not a huge consolation but maybe it can help a bit. I want to leave here one of my favourite pieces by William Shakespeare that today reminds me of you. It's called Sonnet 18 . "Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate. Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed, And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimmed; But thy eternal summer shall not fade, Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this and this gives life to thee." Rest in peace little angel. A big kiss. Beatrice